Bubbly

Here is this bubbly girl. She is the light of the party, the one who will laugh with you and gives you a bright and lively moment.

She is so jolly and a comedian at heart. No dull times will occur when you are with her. Everything is infinite.
You wanted to be her friend because of her positive vibe, that obnoxious yet happy smile of hers. You admire her confidence, her guts to speak to people, and her attitude that will always shine whenever there is an event that people will always gather.

Her optimism is grounded. Honestly, you wanted too, to be like her. You wanted to have her positive vibe, that social butterfly attitude of hers is the one you wanted to learn also by yourself.

Friends are there right? They support you and held you up one by one. You are close, closer than others cannot even define. You are also hoping that her positive nature will be the one to guide you to be a better you, to be against the world. Both of you, against all odds.

You believed in her. You believed in the things you shared with each other. You believed and trusted.

Then, reality comes in. Here is when both of you, realized that you are too different. Both of you stand at the polar opposite of the pole. She is north, and you are south.

She is bubbly and you are quiet. Both of you needed each other but suddenly, the bubbly one walked away.

That girl she always thought that will stood by her thick and thin, is gone. You are left alone, afraid and confused for that optimism you always admired through her, switched off...
You wanted to asked why? for in the first place, you trusted her. You believed in her...thus, that question always left you hanging.

Yet, sometimes you realized that you cannot overestimate the power the change people. She walked away and you cannot do anything about it.

You have to do it alone, and you are used to it right. You are fond of being alone, quietly gathering all information to get the responsibility done. By then you realized, that sometimes you cannot count on anybody. Let alone, entrusting to someone your own self development and standards.

She is still that bubbly and optimistic girl you've always loved.

You are still the quiet one, observing in the background.

It's civil already. You chose to walk away too, for the relationship is not worth saving anymore.