In the end, friends will always grow apart for they have their lives ahead of them...
When will one realize that a person is true?
I have been used to people who leave me, let alone disappoint me...Yet when it is my turn to speak out and be blunt, I always end up hurting them...
That is why I detach myself around people. I never felt anything. The longing feeling of being in a good company is always absent.
I think that I never find it hurtful to be alone and contented with my own company. Yet people always see it as a liability, a note of having self-confidence issues. Yes, I get scared and afraid but as a person, it is normal.
I notice everything, every detail and scenario with every person I encounter. Though I never express and react, does not mean I don't care. It doesn't mean I don't notice...
I remember that memory. It's summer and your words are we should stick together and help each other out. I hoped that you will be that person who will stood by me, thick and thin, against the odds.
However, that memory becomes a drifting false hope.
I own my mistakes when I was too honest, yet I said what I think it is true.
I guess both of you are good enough for me to realize, that I should not hold people who are close to me, to high hopes and standards...
They say pain changes people...
and yes, I have changed to the fact, that you don't know me anymore.
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