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Thesis and the life of figuring things out are ideas which keeps going on in my head all the time,

Sigh, I kinda miss talking to this old paper. It was as if a lifetime has passed, and I have never wrote anything. Anyway, the life of figuring things out.

My greatest fear is the unknown, that is why anxiety kicks in whenever somebody asks me what will I do later on in my life...

Honestly, I don't know but Will I ever know? Sometimes I don't want to think things anymore because of the anxiety and frustration one face.

Perhaps, maybe I can tell to a certain someone what I really feel...


I don't know. I think not. I might have been bearing again false hopes.


 but yeah, cheers for this  new depressing post.