Probably, that is why I am so cold and aloof because I hardly trust others when it comes to emotions and problems because I find it stressful and awkward.
That's why I always wonder, that how can a logical and technical,and what others say as,"boring", fit in in this crazy world?
But then again, that's who I am. It's not my obligation to please others, and sometimes, I tend to bring my guard down because I also liked transparency of thoughts and ideas.
I maybe have many friends, some true friends, but I tend to make light encounters for them to be better.
I love to make smiles on their faces because well, I'm also a direct and friendly person.
Then again, when it comes to feelings and stuff, I find it weird and sometimes, numb to the fact that I hate mentioning about it.
Others might call me for help because actually, I find helping better to ease my mood and I'm happy about it.
I'm used to hiding those anxieties that I feel inside because people might find it dragging, plus I have to set those aside for the work to get done.
I'm used to hiding my anger but then again, I rarely get mad because I value the importance of that relationship rather than destroying it. I hate it seeing myself angry because it is such a waste of energy.
Yeah, nice talking strange,and online paper!.:)
1 comment:
hahaha nice kaau ang pic. short but simple words that hits right through the topic. :)
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