Wednesday, March 12, 2014

Reality Check

Hidden beneath that cold and calm exterior,

is a storm brewing.

I often mask my own feelings

with a thick, unbreakable wall of ice.

That is also why,

I seem to be pushing people away...

even the closest ones...

because I know, I would hurt them...

through that storm inside.

I said sorry...

lots of times because I don't want them to leave me.

But, that's my mistake...

I always have high expectations when it comes to people

Especially to that special people in my life...

Now I've realized that...

I should stand on my own.

Build that wall again, and don't let anyone in.

Because the only being that I can trust...

is myself.








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