The Story of Silent Bittermelon

She is silent, reserved and quiet. Life for her is just passing through for she organizes and plans on what she will do. All she ever wanted is study, get a job, and be a successful person for her family.

Silent Bittermelon rationalizes every single moment of her life. She analyzes problems like math and looks at events like history. She prefers books that gives her knowledge that is very vital. She excels at schoolwork because that's what she is ever good at. However, when she fails in every little thing in that field, it's as if the world has turned her down. She is depressed but she knows that everything will be fine.

She is good and talented at that field. Moreover, she does everything to finish the job that was handed to her. She was used to the stressed life of working and doing all those responsibilities that she forgets that she is also human. She is robotic and analytical, a trait that is beneficial to her classmates because she can do everything on her own. However, her classmates never really know who she is deep inside. 

Silent Bittermelon can do everything because she is up for a challenge. However, she is a paranoid and panic oriented person whenever she realizes that she cannot do it all. It will be a painful punch on her ego if she fails but after that punch, she knows how to stand up because there might be something new ahead. 

She is alone but she is used to that. She values it because she can be herself. Freedom is what she really wanted and a leap of faith is what terrifies her.

That is why, she never thought that life will always prove you wrong. She plans ahead on what she will do but Life always beat the shit out of her. Why?. Because she had a road block hindering those plans.

That road block is annoying at first but later on, bloomed into something unexpected. Silent Bittermelon prioritizes her studies first but never realized that she will encounter someone.

However, that road block can be nice but Silent Bittermelon thinks twice because she has lots of priorities in mind like being successful for her family. Besides, the road block has feelings for somebody else leaving her alone as usual.

The road block?. Well, in layman's term, Silent Bittermelon fell in love. However, she analyzes that the love she felt is just one-sided.

Too bad, Silent Bittermelon is not the social type because she prefers to keep it casual and laid-back. Moreover, she has a family to help in hand.

On the positive note, Silent Bittermelon just hides that one-sided love and keeps it as an inspiration to pursue more. For her, it's a thankful blessing because it proves her wrong.